I thought we were friends

Are you trying to erase me from your life?
What's playing on your mind?
What's wrong with you?
I don't want to lose you as a friend ever.
But do you feel the same way?

Maybe you think that I'm no longer needed in your life because you've got everything already. Everything you've ever wanted. So that leaves me, am I disturbing your life? I supported you through the bad times and good times.
But if you're willing to throw all that away then its fine with me. So what you don't value friendship at all.
I know I have made my mistakes as well but I thought we put that behind a long time ago.

I don't know what's wrong with you really.

Or is it just me? Is my mind playing tricks on me? Am I being mad for absolute no reason?
Let's just say if dia wants to terminate this friendship then I am very sad.