6 posts from May 2009

If only you knew how much I love you.

God, this hurts so much

Thank You Dahnia for the advice.

I think i've got my vengence and revenge today.
Although not exactly the way I wanted.
But let's hope he realizes what he has done to me . :)

Maybe we were meant to be .... I guess.

But who knows.
Maybe not, maybe. Just maybe...

Maybe my illusions are taking me somewhere that I'm not suppose to .

Maybe.... I should learn to let go.

I'm so tired,
Too tired
Of all this effing crazy thing.
So I've decided I want to back out of it.
I need to put an end to this.
If you're not willing to then I will.

So much has to be said. So many things playing in my head.

I wonder when will I ever find the time to write it all out here? When can I actually let it all out?
So much anger. So much sadness. So much guilt. So much HAPPINESS.

When will I eventually write it all down? 

I'm not one of those people who just say nothing about it at all. I need to say something.
I need to talk about it. So let's talk already.

nothing.