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nothing.

Are you trying to erase me from your life?
What's playing on your mind?
What's wrong with you?
I don't want to lose you as a friend ever.
But do you feel the same way?

Maybe you think that I'm no longer needed in your life because you've got everything already. Everything you've ever wanted. So that leaves me, am I disturbing your life? I supported you through the bad times and good times.
But if you're willing to throw all that away then its fine with me. So what you don't value friendship at all.
I know I have made my mistakes as well but I thought we put that behind a long time ago.

I don't know what's wrong with you really.

Or is it just me? Is my mind playing tricks on me? Am I being mad for absolute no reason?
Let's just say if dia wants to terminate this friendship then I am very sad.

Oh MR.A . :)
You bring me some sort of happiness inside of me. :D
Even if it's just a crush, i don't care.

I like you and I want to LIKE someone to keep me busy.

I'm your number one stalker baby.
Even if you don't know I exist. It does not matter at all.
I just wanna be crushing on you. You are my latest addiction, obsession.

Ahhh~ :)

I wish I meant something to you. 

And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And now you wish that you met someone.

Oh and something I just had to say;

What's wrong if I like to open up my life to the world?
What's wrong with telling ?
You have no right to tell me all that crap,
Seriously before you start judging me,
Please go tell your girlfriend first.
She has a way more 'social internet life' compared to me.
pffft . yes im angry so what?
Yes, you won't know im mad . Because I won't tell you.
I won't tell you >edward<

My name is Suraya and i need someone.

Oh do I sound desperate? Yes I do sound desperate. Okay so let's cancel that thought!

I saw the sweet couple two days ago. :) I thought they looked so cute together.
The Girl  and The Guy looks soooo adorable together. :D

They were walking hand in hand pass the hallway. He was tall with shoulder length hair and she was cute and small with cute short hair.
Shes cute and he is just funny. :)

I adore that couple. really do.

Will I ever find a guy like that and be happy with him?

yes I don't.
I don't at all.

What is wrong with me?
Why am I crying?
Why do I care?
Why am I this way?
shit,

i hv to stop caring so much

Yes.

My father is such a hypochondriac.
He thinks that he is going to die.
He kinda reminds me of what I used to be.
Going to die.
I said the exact same thing once.

He thinks he has got the BIG C as he says.
But yet he has never been to the hospital.
He has sinus for Gods sake..
SINUSS!
sheesh

Guess what kind of an announcement he made today?
"I'm Going To Die"

imagine that.

why do i write here?
i don't know.

And so it seems my life feels like nothing is really happening,
days pass by just like that. No gains, No losses.

Sometimes it feels like nothing is ever going to happen anyway, I always try my best to get out and go feel the outside land. But too bad that I can't go out on my own. Oh yes this is how it's like to be this young.
Nevermind, I'll get my freedom once I am 18, hopefully.
I appreciate my freedom. I love my freedom. I am independent I admit. I don't like depending on others.
I can't stand in just one way for too long, I need to get out and adventure.

Today i feel almost emotionless. Why? Why? Why?
Maybe it's cause I feel deprived?
No maybe not. Maybe sometimes I feel like I am regretting certain things.
But yet, I do hate regretting. I hate this feeling. i should re-learn to let go of all this.
It feels like crap, I feel like crap today. shit